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18 Desember 2025<\/p>\n

Puisi-Puisi Muhammad Ilham Akbar B<\/strong><\/h1>\n

Oleh Muhammad Ilham Akbar B*<\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n

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Balada Amigdalaku<\/strong><\/p>\n

Pada sudut gelap kesadaranku
\namigdala menabuh balada
\nirama cemas menguasai jiwaku
\nhingga sunyi mereda<\/p>\n

Ingin aku membakar semesta
\nsetidaknya semesta
\nyang menjalar di kepalaku<\/p>\n

Ingin aku membunuhmu
\nbukan dirimu yang nyata
\nhanya bayangmu
\nyang terus menghantui pikiranku<\/p>\n

Dalam genderang perang batin
\nkadang yang harus dikalahkan
\nbukanlah raga
\nmelainkan jiwa yang tak kunjung tenang<\/p>\n

Samarinda, November 2025<\/em><\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Terus Terang<\/strong><\/p>\n

Cahayamu terlalu terang
\nmembutakanku hingga hilang kata
\ntersesat antara kilau yang kau sertakan<\/p>\n

Ingin aku berterus terang
\nnamun sorotmu kian membungkam pelan
\nbak kejujuran tak menemukan ruang
\nberdiri berteman gentar<\/p>\n

Sebab terang, kepunyaanmu seorang
\nlantas aku hanya bayang
\nyang tertahan
\npada pinggiran sinar yang
\nmengurung harapan<\/p>\n

Samarinda, November 2025<\/em><\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Resep Rawat Jalan dari Semesta<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/strong>Aku menapak dari satu luka ke luka lain
\ntiap-tiap langkah terselip nama yang berbeda
\ndisertai memori asmara yang kukira abadi<\/p>\n

Pada sisa senja terakhirnya
\nkau tinggalkan jejak tanya yang sama,
\npersis seperti yang lain<\/p>\n

Aku tersadar dengan luka
\naku bukan mencari cinta
\naku hanya takut kehilangan cerita
\ndi mana aku bisa hidup sebagai orang lain<\/p>\n

Kesedihan yang terkubur meronta
\nberkecamuk bak ombak di samudera
\ntepat di titik itu, aku mulai belajar
\ndiamku, sunyiku, adalah obat
\nobat terpahit di antara semua<\/p>\n

Ini resep rawat jalan dari semesta
\nmemantaskan diri tanpa janji kepada siapa pun
\nmenyulam luka menjadi ruang
\nsebelum akhirnya kuizinkan seseorang masuk<\/p>\n

Mata ini menutup
\nmenyusuri irama jantung sendiri,
\nuntuk pertama kali
\naku merasa lengkap
\nmeski sendiri<\/p>\n

Samarinda, November 2025<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

Ayah yang Tak Sempurna<\/strong><\/p>\n

Pria itu
\nmati menorehkan pedih
\ndi hati ibuku, di wajah saudariku,
\ndi relung jiwaku yang hampa<\/p>\n

Pria itu
\nbukan sosok ideal
\nbukan pelindung tanpa cela
\nbukan penafkah yang mapan<\/p>\n

Pria itu
\nraut wajahnya membawa duka
\nmenjadi sesak di setiap napasku
\nmenjadi beban di pundakku<\/p>\n

Hingga kusadar
\ndi balik kekurangannya
\nkutemukan ironi yang tak bisa kutolak,
\ncinta yang tulus, cinta sederhananya
\nmengajarkanku menjadi manusia<\/p>\n

Kini aku berdiri
\nsendiri tapi tak sendiri,
\nmenapaki jalan untuk melampaui langkahnya
\nmembawa keluarga tanpa beban yang sama
\nmenyalakan cahaya yang ia tinggalkan padam<\/p>\n

Pria itu, ayahku,
\nkau tak sempurna,
\ntapi ketidaksempurnaanmu
\nmenjadi pijakanku
\nmenjadi manusia<\/p>\n

Samarinda, November 2025<\/em><\/p>\n

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===<\/p>\n

*Muhammad Ilham Akbar B<\/strong>. Lahir dan besar di kota Makassar. Ia saat ini menetap di kota Samarinda dan mulai menggemari lagi seni menulis. Ia berprofesi sebagai Dosen Program Studi Pendidikan Masyarakat FKIP Universitas Mulawarman.<\/p>\n

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